Am I Throwing Too Hard?

I keep working on something long after it is good enough.

When I imagine finishing, I mostly picture how it will look to others.

A small correction or criticism stays with me for hours.

I feel responsible for how things turn out, not only for what I do.

If nobody would ever know I did this, my energy for it would drop.

I push through the tiredness because stopping feels like failing.

I redo my work in my head at night.

When something succeeds, the relief is bigger than the joy.

I take on more than my portion so that I won't be judged.

It is hard for me to make the next small move without seeing the whole outcome first.